Africa Again

I am alone at the airport waiting to board a nine-hour flight to the other side of the world. Going to Africa to work with people I’ve never met in person. I was in a very similar situation sixteen months ago. June 1st of 2017,  I boarded a plane to Dubai in route to Uganda in order to meet with and minister to churches in South Sudanese refugee camps. It was the literal first day that I had been paid for that job. It was a huge leap of faith, and I believed that if God opened the door for that job that He would equip me for it and meet me in it.

That trip changed my life. I developed a passionate burden for the people of South Sudan. My heart broke as I listened to the stories of war survivors and prayed with them in their pain. I went home and told everyone about it. I thought I would work for this nonprofit for the next ten years. I was laid off on December 14th.

This year has been really hard. I spent months interviewing for jobs; finishing up my last couple of college classes. My husband had switched jobs right before I was laid off, and we had hoped he would make more in it, but he was making less, and my income was gone, and then suddenly we were drowning in a financial storm that we couldn’t have imagined. A big part of me felt like I was being selfish for not taking a job working at a restaurant or clothing store – something that I would hate, but would help get us through – but I felt strongly that God was going to provide a job for me and that we just needed to trust that it was coming. We were swimming in deep waters, but I was confident God would not let us drown.

It was at least every other week that I would walk into an interview, confident that it was a perfect fit and that God would open the door, and then over and over they would tell me, “You are awesome! Your interview was amazing! We’d love to be your friend, but we felt God leading us to go with someone else.” As I’m sure you can imagine after a while the rejection really started to wear on me. So much had changed in such a short period of time, and I had changed so much in that year that I hardly recognized myself.

I began to realize that although I had previously trusted God with all I had, He was stretching me, and expanding my capacity to trust Him. The stretching hurt, but I was sure He would come through. At the end of July,, my sister-in-law told me about a job she had been asked about but didn’t pursue because of her newborn. The job description looked amazing  – a role with a ton of variety and autonomy working for a nonprofit that did water wells in Burundi, Africa. It was a dream job. I tried very intentionally to not get my hopes up. It seemed far too good to be true, and I was sure I would be rejected again. I emailed her contact and set up a Skype interview.

(Selfies taken before the Skype interview)

We did the interview, and I was offered the job less than a week later! Everything about it has been so much better than I could have imagined! I feel like I’m walking in a dream, waiting to realize where it’s all going to fall apart, but I don’t want to be so focused on what could go wrong that I miss the beautiful blessing God has given me. Looking for the problems is the same issue I had before I got the job – not trusting God fully. It won’t be perfect, but it’s His provision, and it’s really good!

So, here I am. October 23, 2018, waiting to board a flight to London, and then to Ethiopia, and then to Burundi. I have hardly any idea what to expect, but I’ve been working for these people for a couple months now, and they seem pretty awesome, so I think it’s going to be great. Either way, its quite an adventure with the Lord, and I wouldn’t want to live my life any other way.

If you think of me while I’m on this trip, (I get back Nov. 7), please pray for me! Pray that I stay healthy, that I bounce back quickly from the jet lag, that the Holy Spirit guides me in the work I do there, and that I would walk in peace and give no place for stress or fear in my heart or mind.

I can’t wait to share how it goes! Thank you for letting me share where I’m at with you!

With all the hope I can carry,

Jessica

Introducing Originality

Hello friend! Welcome to Originality: The Personality Project. Thank you for taking the time to check in and join me on this journey – it means the world to me that you are here!

My mission in creating this project and its corresponding podcast is to use the languages of personality to help you better understand who you are and where your place is in the world. The blog will have some of the same content as the podcast, but with more of a focus on identity and how it must be grounded in who God is and our relationship with Him.

While the blog will have more focus on identity and purpose, there where still be lots of fun content on all things personality. The primary personality languages that I will be using are myers-briggs, the enneagram, and strengthfinders, with an occasional mention of DiSC, spiritual gifts, redemptive gifts, and love languages.

There has been a lot of talk in the church in recent years about identity. Along with the identity focus in teaching and preaching around the world has arisen a cult-like obsession with all things personality. People all over the world are hungrier than ever to get a grasp of who they are, how they are wired, and where their place is in the world.

Personality is only one of many components that make up identity. Some of your personality is how you are wired and the unique revelation of God’s image that you can reveal to the world. Some of your personality is a structure that you have built around your authentic self out of traumatic experiences, coping mechanisms, or the lies you have believed about God, yourself, and others.

This structure that makes up your personality is how you interact with the world around you. Learning personality languages allows you to put words to that structure so that you can begin to deconstruct it and become more of who God has created you to be.

As some people study the starts and the expanse of the universe to be moved by the greatness and glory of God, I study people. It is so much fun to find two people that have extremely similar personalities, and then find the differences between them. I am moved by the immense originality of God in the connections between our similarities and yet our distinct individuality.

There are few greater joys in life for me than to sit across a table from someone armed with the knowledge of their personality and then speak identity and courage into them. You, friend, are a one-of-a-kind creation. A beautiful revelation of who God is that only you can bring into the world. You were created for a purpose. You were created to belong.

If God has put a dream or vision in your heart, be bold in the pursuit of the assignment He has placed before you. Do not let other voices tell you that what you bring to the table is not enough or it will get lost in the crowd. You were birthed out of the great originality of God and your purpose cannot be compared.

I pray that today God will give you a vision to see yourself the way that He sees you, and the courage to take a risk on the dream He has placed in your heart.

It has been so much fun to finally introduce you to Originality I cannot wait to share more with you!